Paradox. Life is made up of many paradoxes. We see a person physically suffering who still displays cheerfulness. We watch athletes perform glorious feats through intense training and struggles. This was written through my own personal suffering of intense chronic headaches and fatigue. The music I was writing didn't seem to make "sense." To me, it seemed "foolish" or amateur. Yet, God has been the one behind this album. It has been through my tears that His joy has been able to manifest itself. An "experimental album," the songs seek to capture sorrow and joy simultaneously in music.